Feelings Journal- Outraged

Date: 2/27/2020

I have rage instead of blood. There's just so much going on. I'm mad at myself, at ------. at God, at my parents, at Sean (would it kill him to send a text). ------- has cancer and has lashed out at me several times. It sounds like I'm angry at ----- for having cancer but I'm not I just have differences in grieving. He's locked himself in his room all this time. It's like he wants nothing to do with us. And that makes me angry. Everything does.