Date: 5/17/2020
Feeling: Dour
I feel uneasy tonight. I probably feel like the rest of the country. I feel so trapped and isolated. I just feel caged. I can’t wait until its over. Maybe that’s why my brain feels so cloudy. The last few days I’ve had my period and haven’t felt good enough to exercise or go on walks. I feel lonely especially since Mom told me even after quarantine is lifted she only wants me to be outside with friends no houses, no cars. She says my meds could compromise my immune system. That means giving up even more stuff. I want to whine and say “Life isn’t fair” but at least no one we know died of the virus. —-- still has cancer which is devastating. Personally I feel like shit. My Crohn’s disease is flaring up. Plus I’m having trouble standing up straight and my knees hurt so bad I could barely walk to the bathroom last night. —--- is the sick one. But what does that make me?
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