Things I'm Frustrated With

1. Our country’s obviously broken health care and mental health care system. I need a CT scan badly for a health issue that’s been plaguing me since September and my insurance refuses to cover it. I’ve seen doctors, done blood tests and they all agree this is essential. I am in terrible pain (there’s a possibility of a cyst or kidney stones) but nope, I still must suffer. I shudder to think about the people who don’t have enough insurance to see a doctor in the first place. Our mental health care system is a shithole. The last psych hospital I was at felt like a prison.

2. Knitting (sometimes. But what an improvement since I switched to circular needles)

3. Legos (often. But my boyfriend is the master)

4. Public opinion, the news and who reports it

5. Technology

6. My broken headphones

7. The fact that I  can’t drink (this actually usually doesn’t bother me. But sometimes on St. Patricks Day or New Year’s Eve or the Fourth of July or an event where my friends are getting trashed I really wish I still had that privilege)

8. The fact I can’t/won’t drive

9. My eyesight (damaged by my medication) 

10. Myself (oftten)